I am really feeling the failure of this cycle, and right now things are hurting my heart so badly.
I took a long shower today and cried the whole time.
I am pretty sure that this cycle didn't work, and I am not really in a place where I think I even want to talk about it because there are not to many places left to go after this.
We have 4 frozen embies who didn't look that good on paper before they froze them. I don't have any faith in them thawing and then growing enough to transfer, infact I wish I had never frozen them because it gave me false hope.
Turtle is almost crawling, and while I should be happy about it, I'm not. I want her to stay little forever........
A Not-So Happy Ending
5 hours ago