Note to self... look up in the law library to see if any woman has gotten off a 1st degree murder rap while undergoing IVF treatments..... This could prove to be very useful!!
OMG, I am a total BITCH!!!
I can't control my mouth... not that I usually try, but holy crap the stuff that has come out of my face in the last few days, would make a rapper pause and blink.
I don't remember being this hateful and full of discontent the last time I was on this stuff.
All I keep thinking is what the hell am I doing??
I got what I wanted, and I swore I only wanted one.... Yet every morning for the last 4 days I have jabbed a needle in my belly with every intention of getting knocked up again.
Turtle has let me know that she is not going to make life easy for me this time around, as the 10+ times I walked the 80 feet from my bed to her crib the last 2 nights has proved.
Kent goes back to school tomorrow, and that fact alone may very well save the poor boy's life.
Clark gets to hide out from me at work all day to.... lucky!!!
So it is just me and the Turtle starting tomorrow morning, and she has already started looking like she wants to pack her shit and run away!!
All Jokes aside though, I have really had to keep my self in check, and I swore to Clark today that I don't remember this being this bad, and he agreed. Maybe it is because my body has changed that much from having Turtle?? I am not sure, but if I make it through this in one piece and not in a padded room, it may be a miracle.
And we have only just begun.......
A Not-So Happy Ending
5 hours ago