November 5, 2008

Tomorrow... Make it or Break It



Hysteroscopy in the AM.

I am scared, but glad this day is finally here.

Now if I could just get my stupid brain to stop dreaming about being pregnant, or having a newborn, I would be a hell of a lot better off!!

Oh and get this.... since my Beta was so many weeks ago, I had to either take a pregnacy test, or get a beta in the morning... I chose the peestick.... bet you would never guess what it was...








Negative....

Come on now, you all have got to be kidding me... you really didn't think it would be positive did you??

Ok, I have to admit that I was praying my ass off that I got that second line, but alas, I couldn't keep Cream and Wheat safe, so the hopes are just that.... hopes.

I will write tomorrow night and let you know how things go.

Look what wondered in the yard on Halloween.....




Isn't she just the cutest Cow you have ever seen??? Clark said we can keep her as long as she doesn't get to big, or eat to much... Ha!!!!

13 comments:

Tracey said...

Prayers for tomorrow!

Dora said...

You'll be fine. A hysteroscopy is easy.

OMG, she is so cute! I craving Turtle steak! Nom nom nom! Delish!

Amanda said...

I just wanna kiss them cheeks! Good luck tomorrow sweetie.

Just Me. said...

I had a lap, hysteroscopy and d&c before and I remember being scared shitless!! Will be praying for you!!!!

TURTLE IS WAY WAY TOOO CUTE!!!!

Rhonda said...

Oh, she is just so sweet! She is definitely the cutest moo-cow in the pasture.

Good luck tomorrow. I just pray for an answer for you so that you know whether you will try again, or move on. Seriously. This constantly thinking about it thing has GOT to be stressing you out.

Hugs!

Kristin said...

Good luck with the hysteroscopy Rebel.

OMG is Turtle ever cute!

Aunt Becky said...

Sending you love and prayers, Rebel.

Soxy Deb said...

All my thoughts and good wishes go with you sweetie.

And if that lil cow gets too big you know I got some cud for her to chew on in my yard. She can roam all she wants.

Cutest little cow EVER!

SAHW said...

Hope all went well today!!

Cutest cow ever :)

Kibbles said...

Holy cow, she is Cuuuuuuuuute!
Hope you're feeling good.
:)

Just Me. said...

How you doin'?? Hope it went well.

Checking in on you.

(((hugs)))

Anonymous said...

some of us are waiting (tapping feet) for your update ;o)

Lost in Space said...

I know I'm late to the game on all your latest posts and am finally catching up, but wanted to say I hope all went well with the hysteroscopy. I had my second one on Oct. 24th and didn't think it was too bad. (The first I was knocked out for a lap, etc.)

Cutest cow I've ever seen!! (: