April 6, 2009

Missing a beat.....

Gah, my life feels like it is spinning out of control.

I am so glad that I get to trigger tonight. Today's U/S showed many follies around 20mm and E2 was only 3300, so we got the green light for ER on Wednesday morning!!! I have to go back in tomorrow morning to get blood work and another U/S just to make sure that all is still OK.... I have to admit with this cycle my ovaries haven't even made to much noise, and I really didn't feel like I was stimming... well aside from you know that silly little having to stab myself twice a night. It has been a nice change from felling like I was going to freaking explode internally by this point in the last two cycles!

Work starts on Tuesday of next week, and I am feeling so mixed and muddled about it now. Clark isn't helping, he jerks my chain way to much when it comes to decisions like this, and really isn't much help. Putz... you gotta love him though.. OK I have to love him anyway!! I tried to bow out of the job, but the director wouldn't let me, she says that she really feels that I am right for this patient, and really wants me to take this case. So, we are going to work on making it as close to part time as we can. I guess I should be happy that my reputation makes them want me to work for them, especially in this economy huh??!!

Kent starts spring break next week.

I tried to find my little doxie girl a home, and had a person all lined up, but when it came down to it, I bawled all the way home and couldn't give her up. I called the lady who was to get her and apologized profusely. I don't think she was very happy about it, but I just couldn't let her go. She has been my baby for 10 years. I just couldn't let her go. She has been through a lot with me. This morning it was like she knew something was going on, she just curled up on my lap, rubbed her muzzle on my hand the way she has since she first came home, and I was done.

It was a long day, and so is tomorrow, hell the rest of the week is crazy busy. It is time for the trigger and off to bed. Thank you all for the sweet and funny comments over the last week... they made things a lot easier on me!! Hugs to you all. I will let you know how things go tomorrow morning.

Oh yeah, the party was great, and Turtle had a lot of fun!!


Anonymous said...

Glad for the green light!

If the job doesn't work out like you hope, you don't have to stay.

Lost in Space said...

Yeah for trigger time!! I hope all goes great on Wednesday and with starting your new job next Tuesday. You are one busy gal, Rebel!!

Anonymous said...

fantastic news!!!
good luck for wednesday!!

Kristin said...

I'm really glad nothing delayed the trigger.

Good luck with the new job and, like MyReality said, if you don't like it, you don't have to stay.

Aunt Becky said...

Green light = GO! Hooray!

Hopeful Mother said...

Hoping for GREAT results tomorrow!!!

Anonymous said...

Girl, I'm glad you didn't give up Tonka's girlfriend.

Love ya