I can't believe that it has been that long since I last "held" Cream and Wheat.
I feel like I just blinked the last 14 weeks away.
I have been reading my milestone/keepsake book from Turtle's pregnancy everyday. I would have just entered my second trimester.
Instead Wednesday night I had to take a pregnancy test......
Thanks to Clark for getting it, and getting grilled by the county busy body who checked him out, she wants to know how the test turns out!! Ha!!
Yesterday I got to enjoy a call from the Clinic's newest nurse... GigglingIdiot.. She drives me NUTS!!! She actually asked if I was sure the HPT was negative.... Ok retard, do you think I would have called for my calender and to start the BCP's if it had been the slightest hint of a line???
So yeah I got my calender, and started downing the lovely birth control yesterday. Further proof that I am not 14 weeks pregnant.
Shit that really hurts.
Of course it will be the Turtle's 1st birthday in 6 weeks.
Wow, only 6 more weeks and my baby won't be a baby anymore.
Her first Christmas is right around the corner. How did it happen?? I was just posing in my Santa gear with my baby belly. Oh how I miss that day. I want to hold her safe like that again. All to myself. Now I have to share her. :o*(
BCP's- 12-11-08 Lupr*n- 12-28-08 Last BCP- 12-31-08 Start Stims- 1-08-09
So ladies and gentlemen it is back on..... here we go again!!
Separation Devistation, Middle of Nowhere, Colorado, United States
I am Erica (Rebel) soon to be ex-wife to Keith. I am mom to an amazing little girl named Lauryn (Turtle), and a sweet son named Cody. Keith and I were married for 20 years. After 14 & 1/2 years of trying our 2nd attmept at IVF/ICSI was succesful, and gave us our Lauryn. After living what I though was the life I wanted all along, my world came crashing down December 29th of 2012. I am now separated from Keith, he has custody of Lauryn, and I am alone and trying to find my way back to myself.